social.noyu.me

just spent a while struggling to wake up because i had dreamed that i had (literally) gotten away with murder, and somehow was aware this was a dream and so i probably hadn't actually killed someone, but i was worried maybe i actually still had, so i wouldn't let myself escape

my japanese is improving a lot lately from doing just two things:

• watching anime unsubtitled, listening repeatedly and looking up every word i don't know until i understand, adding them to an anki deck
• watching anime subtitled, occasionally looking up interesting words

starting a fan wiki for a beloved series where i put "current status: dead" in the infobox for every character just to create anguish and resentment among the people who haven't seen the ending yet and don't know i just made shit up

🎹 monogatari-moding

need to figure out how to trick myself into learning guitar in a way my autodidact ego won't be injured by

there is no pot of gold at the end of the scroll, there is no reward, arrest, arrest the scrolling, back out, do something, anything

time to rewatch/catch up with the entire monogatari series

everyone i say this to seems to disagree with me, but i maintain that the guitar is easier to play melodies on than the keyboard, at least for me

scroll website make sleep deprived brain hate self
play guitar make sleep deprived brain love self
must… block website

“hey hikari, why do you refuse to ever own an audio or music product that relies on a smartphone app or isn't USB class compliant”

i don't know, why don't you ask the owner of this music store, who apparently hasn't realised these brand-new products long since became worthless