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average girl holiday packing

‪someday i'm gonna take this same shot but it's all effect pedals, i'm getting that feeling‬

‪this ICE feels way more like an airplane or [express train from tokyo to NRT] to me than normal and oops i am on the wrong part of the train so i will have to stand in a corridor for a while. (i am having a good time!)‬

‪i'm not a stowaway or planning illegal acts i'm just here um das Ambiente zu genießen and to take grainy video footage please believe me thank u 😌‬

‪standing in the corridor of a high speed train and watching the rails shine and fork and merge and feel your body shake as it happens is such a fantastic sensory experience, call it railgazing‬

putting my 256gb microsd card to good use rn

the backpack is making very me top-heavy and i'm not holding onto or leaning on anything for support, this makes the experience so much better. it's kind of stimming actually

‪that's something games will never have. you can see and you can hear and you can imagine the rest, but you can't feel. the train going through a switch is a multisensory experience and it's so good tbh‬

‪this too is also kind of like sex sdfghkjhkl‬

‪oooooh these trains have a really, really slim mirror (just a metal strip) separating the toilet doors, and because of how the space bulges inward, you are forced into proximity with it, so close that the slices of your reflection have no overlap, your eye focus is forcibly split‬

i don't have a better word for that than trippy. i am having such a good time rn

‪there is wonder everywhere for those with the eyes to see it. if you are open to experience it will find you wherever you may be‬

‪that's part of what i meant when i wrote https://hikari.noyu.me/blog/2023-11-26-this-world-is-beautiful-and-we-must-protect-it.html‬

‪how did i become like this. how?‬

‪i think the pandemic may have been one of those events that, if it doesn't kill you, it drives you insane, and maybe that's what happened to me, but in a good way‬

‪sitting in a seat and staring out the normal window is meditative in its own way. the constant noise and rumble, the reflection in the reflection, the chromatic aberration. this will make me a shoegazer yet‬

‪there is something in this i could make something great with but it would need 3d art skills i do not have… yet?‬