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feeling like so much of people's frustration with media can be when someone's heart longs to break through to the other side of the screen but their internal contradictions and the limitations of the medium or particular work prevent them from getting close enough

‪people talk about suspension of disbelief. i think this is meant as some critical lens thing, but like. occasionally there has been a specific moment where i simply Lost my disbelief, a literal jaw-drop moment, where suddenly my barriers are gone and the author gets through‬

‪and sometimes, the work really wants to take you there, and your heart really wants to take that outstretched hand and follow, but it can't, and ultimately that frustration is taken out on the work itself.‬

‪that's what i meant when i said megalopolis was frustrating‬

you can say a lot about whether the obsession with immersiveness in games and so on is good or not but i totally get it. sometimes people are desperate

‪i said in that earlier thread that the sky is not a box (of the square, 2d kind). well, in the star wars hotel, the endless night sky of space was a box. like a source engine level, the sky is technically just a differently textured wall, but it looks like the sky, with depth‬

‪and i have such respect for what they were trying to do, how if you went into that in the right state, you would feel for those two days like you really were in space. but they also chose a medium that is very, very hard for a lot of people to engage with like that. it's tragic‬

and, worse, it probably attracts the kind of person who desperately needs to be able to engage with it, but can't, and that creates suffering

if you enjoyed this thread you'll probably enjoy my one from a year ago about irony poisoning
https://social.noyu.me/@hikari/statuses/01HJ129PF54V90G8NGJPF959NR