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jump to expanded posti fear that being neurotic about physical things doesn't actually stop you from causing yourself problems it just makes you regret it more when you do
normal person: thing 👍 works 👍
me: this Thing is but one of several compromised versions of the Idealised Thing between which i have had to choose based on 12 different equally sacred criteria. and i chose Wrong and now must forever atone
i fear my relationship to objects sometimes resembles borderline personality disorder
to own is to suffer