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gods i can be so resourceful and smart and open-minded and interesting and fun to be around when i'm having a good week, the question is why those are so rare
this isn't a mania or a delusion, i'm having one of those weeks where problems i've been suffering with for months suddenly melt away by me Choosing To Solve Them and my painful earthliness is receding again
like by the end of the week i will probably have two more songs i can play and two more meals i can make and that's more than i've achieved in the last half year
i think the periodic sleep problems are for better or worse a vital part of what makes me tick, even if they don't make me hypomanic (good within limits) or depressed (bad), they provide some mental reset that stops me losing sight of everything, hmm
Readers added context they thought people might want to know: hikari has a diagnosed family history of bipolar disorder
for the record i am getting… checks notes adequate sleep this week but
![anime screenshot: an obviously topless Kanbaru Suruga on the phone in her Japanese-style room filled with endless red books, subtitled as saying “I only go outside [manic] occasionally.”, with the “manic” being obviously edited in and not the word in the original line.](https://social.noyu.me/fileserver/01K5XEEZF4A486Z2PRS7NHG169/attachment/small/01JYKWNTFV708ZCDF0EAQ7WCBW.jpg "anime screenshot: an obviously topless Kanbaru Suruga on the phone in her Japanese-style room filled with endless red books, subtitled as saying “I only go outside [manic] occasionally.”, with the “manic” being obviously edited in and not the word in the original line.")
![anime screenshot: an obviously topless Kanbaru Suruga on the phone in her Japanese-style room filled with endless red books, subtitled as saying “I only go outside [manic] occasionally.”, with the “manic” being obviously edited in and not the word in the original line.](https://social.noyu.me/fileserver/01K5XEEZF4A486Z2PRS7NHG169/attachment/original/01JYKWNTFV708ZCDF0EAQ7WCBW.png "anime screenshot: an obviously topless Kanbaru Suruga on the phone in her Japanese-style room filled with endless red books, subtitled as saying “I only go outside [manic] occasionally.”, with the “manic” being obviously edited in and not the word in the original line.")
@hikari Hi me! hope you're having a great week! 