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"why are all trans girls subs haha it's for [bullshit reason] amirite" no you asshole it's because every fucking newly out trans girl ever is a deeply repressed person who's 99% unrealised as a being and yearning for ego death, and sexual submission feels accessible to them
being transgender is wonderful and extremely important don't get me wrong but flipping your gender bit is only 1% of the way to becoming a real thing
and while there is of course a path to becoming a fully realised being through sex it's not what most people in fact need to figure out who they are and may be a hindrance in many cases (this is not a sex-negative statement)
being transgender (assuming you actually fucking transition or somehow live out an incredibly dissociated alternate existence) automatically makes you an above-average level of real because you, unlike most, have decided realised the single biggest thing, but it is still only one
estrogen or testosterone is not fucking magic that one-shots your soul into godhood, they will give you a kickstart but it's all about inner work and so long as you believe that gender is your only problem you will always feel hollow
you stand before a seemingly unending winding staircase leading up the mountain. ⛩️ it is very foggy. you can see barely five meters in front of you. 🌫️
you have taken the first step.
congratulations, and good luck.
try your best not to turn back, the cliff is steep and high
the tragedy of our times of course is that our society so violently recoils at the idea of someone becoming 1% realised in this way that it often wears them out before they have much of a chance at the remaining 99%. bodily autonomy and identity autonomy should be non-negotiable
trans rights and psychedelics legalisation are fundamentally the same fight with the same opponents who fear both for the same reasons! (but there is a reason i did not mention psychedelics earlier, because they have… similar if not worse risks to sex in this particular context)
despair, despair at the cracks present in every wall and the missing stairs
turned this into a blogpost! it's more or less the same content (with some edits for context and tone), but i took a lot of pride in getting the presentation just right https://hikari.noyu.me/blog/2025-07-24-the-long-journey-of-self-realisation.html
heh turns out i need to edit it not once but twice to get the ⛩ to show up correctly in the Android Browsers (<Humphrey Appleby voice>, Both Of Them)
ah the torii look bad with the windows 10 emoji set ^^;
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