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we absolutely should not be posting through a psychotic break and will some day have to write an appropriate full apology for everything
but will note
we hit some point where we start to notice things we should have noticed and Somehow Didn't, entire questions not asked
that we Somehow Knew The Answers to without asking where they came from
as if by "divine revelation"
which in any other circumstance would make us think we are going insane, but when you are now insane you somehow, unsurprisingly, don't notice
we will be fine we promise but we root this belief fundamentally not in ourselves but in others, there are people looking after us now in many different ways and they know they can't trust us on any "rational beliefs" we currently "have" for a while yet, and that's very important
not claiming we noticed we had gone insane. we had to have it pointed out multiple times and still are probably vulnerable to mistakenly thinking we are no longer insane
so why do I tweet?
because the horror from inside may be quite interesting somehow
what I am talking about is
once pointed out you are currently insane
you notice many things that should have told you, would have told you, Immediately, if you Somehow Didn't Notice, from inside
this is the last it shall be spoken of for at least a month
to be absolutely clear I am in the current estimation of myself and (more importantly) others insane. if i do tweet about this again before at least a month has passed i can't be trusted; this morning i thought i got a revelation despite irreligiosity and didn't think it weird :(
well, one more thing, but this is really the final thing: clearly there is a spectrum of insanity that you work your way up to and down from. i am still "sane enough" to notice a few things that should have told me i was insane. imagine if i weren't, maybe meditate upon it.