social.noyu.me

kanbaru suruga hero arc (went to psychiatric emergency zone out of concern for not getting enough sleep at only one week into a manic episode, while in a state of calm and lucidity about it, without hiding the truth, pre-emptively, after already having stabilised herself again)

my gut feeling was i might be fine if i slept tonight, but i wanted to be sure i would fucking sleep tonight, otherwise… well, there's a cascading series of progressively worse possible outcomes at each point one doesn't manage to turn the tide, y'know

was tired enough to immediately crash in bed for three hours even though it's daylight. it's working. thank god