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About hikari
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from another world; magical girls on the internet, gpu programmers, musicians, sky enthusiasts, etc; EN/SV/DE/日本語
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the power of akemi homura is that there can only be one akemi homura. how, then, are there many akemi homura in this world? you fail to see. they are all aspects of the ur-homu. one homu, many bodies
the solution to being worried someone will see through you and discern your “true” self is to become so attached to so many different things that whatever “truth” it is you worry about being seen, it cannot be easily characterised by a single adjective
you do things first for yourself, but who do you do them for second… who are your people? do you know? maybe i do, finally
i think i should teach myself all the absolute note pitches because i'm starting to wonder if i might have something resembling absolute pitch, and i can't really know otherwise
i keep incorrectly remembering the pitches of songs though. but when i do i'm off by a semitone… hmm
your egg does not have to hatch into a trans woman but it does have to hatch into Something goddamnit please fucking realise yourself, even if it's only for five minutes a week on an alt twitter account, you have to fucking be Someone, this is actually upsetting me
sometimes it feels like a particularly memorable and easy to play chord progression is holding me hostage. like it won't let me go until i write and produce an entire song around it. and maybe not even then
THEY TURNED UP THE SCREEN-SPACE REFLECTIONS AGAIN EVERYTHING IS SO SHINY (it rained)
the best bit of “the disappearance of haruhi suzumiya” is when kyon turns directly to the camera and says “you're right. that sucked. having an interesting life is boring, actually. i acknowledge that all of this was a waste of time.” and then kills himself
(haruhi suzumiya voice) Gaah! I got short-changed! I went to the “world's largest rock concert” and they measured the loudness in decibels. Decibels! It didn't even register on the Richter scale! Can you believe it?! They should all be fired!!!