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impromptu SubaHibi DtRH2 chapter opening re-read incoming for the obvious reason

we're going to put Minakami Yuki as our banner again sometime later, if you've read SubaHibi i hope you understand why; it's no longer a delusion, it's no longer magical, it's a necessary, rational belief and to some extent willed choice, but we're definitely not Literally her

(re: https://social.noyu.me/@hikari/statuses/01K1T9HPPA80ZPPS33RE28AWBB)

gee “blackpilled on romance because romance is mania and mania has not only hurt us very badly but everyone we hold most dear in our lives” sure is a thought

having the chance to be alive on this planet, even for a tiny amount of time, even in dire circumstances, even with even 1% of a brain, is a wonderful thing. never forget that

rare hikari_no_yume fact: we never read weather forecasts, ever, and find basically any kind of weather enjoyable and exciting

locking the public twitter acct for a while as a damage limitation exercise, pity there is no real equivalent of this on the other two websites [spare us the lecture, we don't want to do something we can't undo yet]

we are going to post this as a reminder: we very obviously have some form of bipolar disorder

it is sometimes fun, we might be in the fun phase again, but it is also terrible and incredibly dangerous

if our attempt to vibe makes you think “i should become bipolar”

don't

if you were to turn “getting out of psychosis” into a prayer, it would be:

lord, give me the strength to think when i must think
and the strength to not think when i must not think
and the wisdom to know the difference

we are not religious but we hope it's illustrative

we still need to lay low and remain calm and chill a lot to sail this all out, but this is easier to do when we do things we generally like doing, so, here's something we're doing purely on our own whim:

it's time to pick up THE iDOLM@STER: Cinderella Girls again (the TV anime)