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good news: while the “little a magical thinking as a treat” did in fact rob us of the full night of good sleep (gee who would have thought), it didn't rob us of all of it and our body gave us a chance to undo it, and we now have gotten maybe half a night of good sleep instead!

a certain ritual is in order, it feels like. this brain is temporarily very schizo currently because it's coming out of psychosis, so it feels extra fun to do it right now, and so, let's see, i think i see how we'll bury this arc in a way so hikari_no_yume you won't believe it…

色んな事, this is the fundamental beauty of the world to us

we are getting very good at maintaining maximal rationality/reasonableness/functionalness while being psychotic which is a totally a thing that is possible to do and reasonable to want, yes

have you ever stood on the sheltered part of a long balcony, if there is one, amidst a rainstorm? (in swedish those are called ”skyfall”, like the james bond movie but pronounced differently, which has always amused us)

we have, and did just now

it is so very wonderful

not sure if we should tweet this but if it saves a life it's worth it: Kamen Rider Ryuuki is the most potent antipsychotic of a tv series we've ever seen, an incredibly wise friend of ours recommended it to us and it has very literally kept us sane to an unbelievable degree

i love not thinking

telecast 'er? i've hardly even met 'er!

Dance Gavin Dance - Summertime Gladness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-9_8QFxjwI

we absolutely should not be posting through a psychotic break and will some day have to write an appropriate full apology for everything

but will note

we hit some point where we start to notice things we should have noticed and Somehow Didn't, entire questions not asked