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(re: https://social.noyu.me/@hikari/statuses/01K1WXYQJ6EPV310JDDQANMB4Y)

it's not lost on us that we are not fully recovered yet, but (tragically, very tragically) all the “good” hikari_no_yume blogposts in recent years were under the incredibly regrettable influence of mania, and this is in a sense the best manicpost we've ever written, so…

a person and a work of art are more or less the same type of thing; a whole that must be regarded as one to be understood, rather than something that truly makes sense regarding each part in isolation; this is why cloud storage services murder creativity; we'll elaborate someday

let us say this about what psychosis is

it is a state that will find something in your hubris by which to hang you

over, over, and over again

every time you think you have the final insight, you do not

that is itself hubris

it keeps going

even as you get slowly better

Yamashita Tatsurou our GOAT

we've been thinking we want to re-read SubaHibi DtRH1 for a week (not the same thing as DtRH2, which we just re-read the first “day” of before napping). we now… really need some calming, distracting activity. so… let's re-read SubaHibi DtRH1!

impromptu SubaHibi DtRH2 chapter opening re-read incoming for the obvious reason

we're going to put Minakami Yuki as our banner again sometime later, if you've read SubaHibi i hope you understand why; it's no longer a delusion, it's no longer magical, it's a necessary, rational belief and to some extent willed choice, but we're definitely not Literally her

(re: https://social.noyu.me/@hikari/statuses/01K1T9HPPA80ZPPS33RE28AWBB)

gee “blackpilled on romance because romance is mania and mania has not only hurt us very badly but everyone we hold most dear in our lives” sure is a thought

having the chance to be alive on this planet, even for a tiny amount of time, even in dire circumstances, even with even 1% of a brain, is a wonderful thing. never forget that