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rare hikari_no_yume fact: we never read weather forecasts, ever, and find basically any kind of weather enjoyable and exciting

locking the public twitter acct for a while as a damage limitation exercise, pity there is no real equivalent of this on the other two websites [spare us the lecture, we don't want to do something we can't undo yet]

we are going to post this as a reminder: we very obviously have some form of bipolar disorder

it is sometimes fun, we might be in the fun phase again, but it is also terrible and incredibly dangerous

if our attempt to vibe makes you think “i should become bipolar”

don't

if you were to turn “getting out of psychosis” into a prayer, it would be:

lord, give me the strength to think when i must think
and the strength to not think when i must not think
and the wisdom to know the difference

we are not religious but we hope it's illustrative

we still need to lay low and remain calm and chill a lot to sail this all out, but this is easier to do when we do things we generally like doing, so, here's something we're doing purely on our own whim:

it's time to pick up THE iDOLM@STER: Cinderella Girls again (the TV anime)

good news: while the “little a magical thinking as a treat” did in fact rob us of the full night of good sleep (gee who would have thought), it didn't rob us of all of it and our body gave us a chance to undo it, and we now have gotten maybe half a night of good sleep instead!

a certain ritual is in order, it feels like. this brain is temporarily very schizo currently because it's coming out of psychosis, so it feels extra fun to do it right now, and so, let's see, i think i see how we'll bury this arc in a way so hikari_no_yume you won't believe it…

色んな事, this is the fundamental beauty of the world to us

we are getting very good at maintaining maximal rationality/reasonableness/functionalness while being psychotic which is a totally a thing that is possible to do and reasonable to want, yes