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from another world; magical girls on the internet, gpu programmers, musicians, sky enthusiasts, etc; EN/SV/DE/ę„ę¬čŖ
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it turns out āthis is where i tweet fromā is a good thing to get into the habit of tweeting, because when you search your past tweets for it, you get a really nice little collage of vibes that describe you better than words can
[tragically search is broken on this fedi instance, so i can only quickly dig up one over here⦠check our bsky or twitter if you want to see more ^^;]
I've been having these weird thoughts lately, likeā¦
Is any of this for real, or not?
you know, when something really weird happens to you, something profoundly unsettling that shakes you to the core⦠regardless of how mentally ill you may or may not be, regardless of how religious you may or may not be⦠certain little bits of religiosity may acquire new meaning
Today in āseeing the cracks in every wallā: why do web accessibility APIs actually just not fucking do anything whatsoever
Why is sobriety just a fucking vibe, man! Why is insanity or intoxication just a fucking vibe, man! This is such an terrible insight to have to process! Neither performance of sanity nor performance of its opposite reveals the whole truth! It's too much! It's really so much!
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But tell me
Does anybody even really have a clue
Who they really are?
Does anybody even really have a clue?
I don't know you anymore
I don't know you anymore
Or maybe I never did?
Yeah, maybe I never did
And maybe I never will
My eyes are bloodshot (bloodshot)
And I've seen it all before
But this film it won't stop (won't stop)
And through your lens the world is an eyesore
Your regular reminder that we are still recovering from a psychotic break, we are still full of ourselves, we are still surely delusional about many things, and even if our body is much better it is far from fully there yet; don't take anything we say too seriously.