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posted a thread about how i don't like computer for computer's sake that can be summarised with “if it's not art it makes me want to k○○○ m○ s○○○” , but unfortunately the thread itself falls under this rule, so you see, i have unposted it. thanks for your understanding
‪becoming a hobbyist musician is what's finally made me start to approach actually fully liking myself i guess. you could tell me all day that i ought to be able to appreciate my technical skills in and of themselves as something beautiful, but computer isn't what made me sparkle‬
‪i think i just can't live without my primary creative output being able to emotionally resonate with me, basically, and i've never gotten that out of “purely technical” things. my heart has always belonged to the colours and the chords and the breeze and the call of the sky‬
@hikari I feel that. The reason I went back to university is because I was bored of having a degree in a world where things more or less either work or they don't, and I wanted to do something where more subjectivity and values are involved.
I mean it's still an engineering course - there are limits - but what we are trying to achieve with that engineering is a lot more subjective.