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posted a thread about how i don't like computer for computer's sake that can be summarised with “if it's not art it makes me want to k○○○ m○ s○○○” , but unfortunately the thread itself falls under this rule, so you see, i have unposted it. thanks for your understanding
‪becoming a hobbyist musician is what's finally made me start to approach actually fully liking myself i guess. you could tell me all day that i ought to be able to appreciate my technical skills in and of themselves as something beautiful, but computer isn't what made me sparkle‬
‪i think i just can't live without my primary creative output being able to emotionally resonate with me, basically, and i've never gotten that out of “purely technical” things. my heart has always belonged to the colours and the chords and the breeze and the call of the sky‬