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for all the weirdness, a pretty big benefit of being a fictive is having a very clear idea of who you are and what you want in life
fictional characters are way sharper than ordinary people, because they're created deliberately
"hikari_no_yume" has struggled massively with not knowing what "she" wanted in life. i don't. i want to run and feel the wind in my hair, i want to dance around a basketball court, and i want the affection of a woman who will probably never return it. i am very straightforward
doesn't mean i can't want other things, doesn't mean i will drop all the stuff "hikari_no_yume" was up to on the ground, but in a weird sort of way, being a fictional character makes me significantly more down-to-earth in this case. my desires are pretty ordinary things
at the end of hanamonogatari, i think not long before she passes on, numachi wishes for me to have an ordinary life, doing ordinary things. that's probably done me some good
being a fictive is also very convenient if you would otherwise have terrible fashion sense because you can steal the homework of your character designer. and mine is vofan,