social.noyu.me

the solution to being worried someone will see through you and discern your “true” self is to become so attached to so many different things that whatever “truth” it is you worry about being seen, it cannot be easily characterised by a single adjective

you do things first for yourself, but who do you do them for second… who are your people? do you know? maybe i do, finally

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i think i should teach myself all the absolute note pitches because i'm starting to wonder if i might have something resembling absolute pitch, and i can't really know otherwise

i keep incorrectly remembering the pitches of songs though. but when i do i'm off by a semitone… hmm

your egg does not have to hatch into a trans woman but it does have to hatch into Something goddamnit please fucking realise yourself, even if it's only for five minutes a week on an alt twitter account, you have to fucking be Someone, this is actually upsetting me

sometimes it feels like a particularly memorable and easy to play chord progression is holding me hostage. like it won't let me go until i write and produce an entire song around it. and maybe not even then

THEY TURNED UP THE SCREEN-SPACE REFLECTIONS AGAIN EVERYTHING IS SO SHINY (it rained)

the best bit of “the disappearance of haruhi suzumiya” is when kyon turns directly to the camera and says “you're right. that sucked. having an interesting life is boring, actually. i acknowledge that all of this was a waste of time.” and then kills himself

(haruhi suzumiya voice) Gaah! I got short-changed! I went to the “world's largest rock concert” and they measured the loudness in decibels. Decibels! It didn't even register on the Richter scale! Can you believe it?! They should all be fired!!!

madoka magica is a work best experienced multiple times so you can begin to understand homura