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i think my brain is starting to merge together all pieces of music with vaguely similar chord progressions or whatever structural similarity it is that i'm picking up on, i should start making notes about which pieces this is happening for

what vitamin/mineral/nutrient deficiency would give dry mouth and adhd-like symptoms

the Yamaha PSS-A50 is so incredibly convenient for my specific music autism i'm really really really regretting not getting it earlier, it solves so many problems for me, problems that, granted, i might be the only one in the world who has them, but still

oh i did manage to write an original meaningful* piece of music when i was in germany i just never finished and released it oh good i was afraid that was just a completely lost half-year of my life creatively

* deliberately ignoring the two songs i did release for... reasons

i guess the starting point for whether i trust someone politically is whether they would agree with the statement “capitalism is a faustian bargain”. the most annoying type of socialist and the most annoying type of (neo)liberal both disagree that there is a bargain to begin with

please read this essay about anglophone "cultural cringe"

https://medium.com/@damonreece/the-uncanny-valley-of-culture-9d035a3c1776

i used to think that the uk had no cultural exports because it's the insular racism island whose total “british” cultural output consists of endless comedy series about absurd class dynamics, but now i live in scandinavia i discover they do have an export market, it's just tiny

fooling everyone into thinking i'm a good musician by only releasing stuff that meets a certain self-imposed threshold of “good”

and i don't like what you've got me hanging from

the power of akemi homura is that there can only be one akemi homura. how, then, are there many akemi homura in this world? you fail to see. they are all aspects of the ur-homu. one homu, many bodies